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The wise man knows, the best thing he can do is cry out for mercy!октября 05 Such a long dayIt is really a long day for me...Sleep at 3plus, wake up at 9, tutorial at 10, lecture at 11, project discussion from 12-4,lecture 4-6...Then I just came back from CG, realizing that tmr is even a longer day.
Finally submitted my specialization form. Just want to thank God for it. Lots of friends are panic about what to choose and which one has better career or what's so ever...But it just come naturally to me that I will go for Automotive....It is always amazing how God really works...In every critical stage of my life, God just made the choice for me...And looking backwards, I am really thankful about my life. And I am so sure that it will continue in His mighty sovereign plan. октября 03 SolidworksFinally start to use Solidworks2007 le...It is really cool and helpful in design.
COSMOS Express simply rocks. It is fairly easy to use and the best part is, it can automatically generate report for you!!! I randomly played with it and realized the report is so detailed and pro...
I threw 2hrs plus on the stupid clutch thingy...it made me more confused now...why in the world must we use a clutch between the sprocket and the rear hub while we can simply follow what bicycle is doing? A freewheel or a Freehub will be much easier and much lighter, I suppose. Anyway, will meet Weichuan for discussion tmr...
It is only after the intense research, I started to feel bicycle is such an awesome invention.
Watched a comedy at night. It is just another movie...but made me laugh....that's more important..
Had a triple whopper at airport in the afternoon...that's indeed a huge burger...which means.....I didn't finish it... октября 02 It has been to long都快要忘了还有space这个东西了。睡不着,在网上转转,发现大家得space都太好看了。
生活走出了沼泽,不知道会走向哪里,希望会是好的地方。 最近的生活好像顺利得让我不知道从哪里讲起。
今天coach表扬我了,乐乐也表扬我了,打球进步了。
妹妹长漂亮了,一转眼就变成大女孩了。
又开学了,生活又开始忙碌了。假期真的是睡了很多。
22岁了。在facebook上收到了很多祝福。很感激那些记得我生日的人。
58年国庆了,时间过得真快啊。 想当年还是30多年。
生活为什么有那么多要去争的? 好好做自己的事,过自己的小生活不是挺好的? 我很幸福,真的很幸福。知足了。
апреля 03 I gonna pursuit my dream最终还是决定了,放弃了NOC的offer。感觉有点悲壮,窗外不停地闪电,打雷,我又不是要去自杀。。。每个人都是有自己的梦想的。一直以来,我都把自己看作一个追求自己梦想的人。学习并不比别人好,也不比别人聪明,可是我有自己的梦想。达到了,也就满足了。达不到,也努力过了。
марта 22 NCST噩梦般的等待总算是过去了,得到的结果却是让我很惊讶。这是一个我根本都没有想到的结果。神是有他的计划地。无论是去硅谷还是去斯德哥尔摩,我的相信这是为了我好的。美国是我从小的梦想,从和Mark生活在一起的时候起,我就更坚定了这个想法。可是神却没有让我跟着自己的意志走。也许当大家都去美国的时候,欧洲这一块大饼更有机会让我分一块?
我还是应该感恩的,神对我真的是很好。在关键时候他总是推我一把。我是一个最最普通的人,可是却总是享有着少数人才有的福气。能够去NOC也是得到的一个blessing吧。一切还没有定呢,还要找公司,拿签证。每一个环节出问题都去不了。But I choose to surrender, leave it to God, believing He is in REIGN. января 29 handball matchE match is ard e corner....tonight 2030 will b technically e 1st time am representing KRH on court. haha, e so called virgin match. Hope to score my virgin goal.
ppl who knows me better may wondering how cum tis is my 1st match....yr 2 already....I used to b a sportsman.... I oso dunno....i think it's my personal prob. Everything voice down to what I desire...I lost my passion for sports for a few yrs. I tot I could leave sports. But when I did my SMU duty last yr during IHG period, I felt a strong prompting in my heart...
I stil rem last yr I was on duty for a handball match....what I did was simply be a water boy....Carry water ard see whether they need...I felt I was so inferior, if I wanted to play I could be better than most of the ppl on court, but what I am doing now?? Be a water boy is my destiny? tt feeling really sux...So I decided to join hb tis yr. But e thing is I am one yr behind my batch peeps...I missed two IBG n one IHG, tt is actually a lot....thk God it is still not too late. Dunno know whether I can go on court. But I hv done what I can do as a KR handballer.
So Lord I pray tt u can watch over us during e match, guide us n protect us....May ur name be glorified.
января 02 New Year实在是很久没有更新space了,假期的生活也马上就要结束了。这是假期一个异常忙碌的假期,忙得有点让我喘不过气来。 首先是做了AnnTic Comm。真是不知道当时是怎么答应Shauna来做这个的。感觉这是我做的最失败的一个Camp。整个Camp运行得很正常,没有出任何状况,最后也多出来了1000多surplus.可是感觉我就根本没有出到什么力。和camp comm里面的人也不是很近。倒不是说我想偷懒,可是当我们本身就不是很近的时候要一起出力做事就难了许多。 这个活动最多给自己打4分。 然后就是又一次做了befriender,每次看到我的脸,连Mr.Tan都不觉得惊讶了。可是由于假期的众多commitment,我没有办法把所有精力都放在照顾他们身上,以至于有几次活动我都没有去。这也是我的不对啦。等下学期开学了也许会有更多的机会带他们吧(也许更少....)。 再然后就是Handball。这是我唯一基本满意的一项活动。每周三次,每次三到四小时的训练听上去很像很累,可是我一点都没有觉得累。反而是越加高兴。离开运动场好像确实是有一段时间了。handball确实是一项比较适合我的运动,可以让我更充分地发挥自己的优势(除了手小这一点)。 Track。不知道怎么说track,好歹我还是个vice cap。最近主要的训练都是recovery的。通过训练还是发现自己的体力不是很好。还好我是跑100的。那天跑完30*8以后去跑200*3,刚跑完弯道我就觉得自己没有气了,根本没有能力跑完。还有就是,真得很佩服Yongqiang。确实是很厉害。长这么大跑步,从来没有一个人可以从第一步就让我追不上的。有很多人我跑不赢,可是他是第一个让我一点点机会都没有的。难怪他在JC的时候是全新加坡第一名呢。等下次穿上跑鞋的时候再和他跑 Chingay。庄义大游行有一点搞笑,按照我的身材量身定做的衣服,两个星期后却怎么也穿不上,难道是我长胖了?有点过分。为什么跳舞的时候时常比别人快半拍呢? Driving lesson, 新加坡人干什么都要去学车呢?效率太低了,过了theory evaluation的时候发现theory test最早也要半个月才有,只有拖到开学以后了....但愿可以快点学完,还好现在stage 1就可以订practical test。 S@S,executive summary的基本框架在那里,可是,还有很多需要弄明白的东西。出了一个很傻的问题,忘记自己使用什么username去register的了。 In-fusion,马上就到了deadline.还没有出去拍呢。不知道拍什么好,拍什么才能有代表性呢?
сентября 17 Lens看上了几个镜头。。。。
佳能 EF-S 10-22mm f/3.5-4.5 USM
这个镜头就是我今年Love English Camp的时候用的那个头,只是那个头加上了IS,价格是这个头的一倍。。。。对于10mm-22mm的头,我个人并不介意没有IS,而现在6000的价格也是我可以接受的(并不是可以承受)。我的镜头是从18mm开始的,拍广角,特别是风景,必须要找一个广角头啊,等吧,也许这是第一个目标。也可以说是最“急需”的,其实没有很急啦,只是想拍风景。。。
话说回来,其实我对350D的Kit lens还是感觉不错的,拍出来的片子还是蛮sharp的。只可惜分辨率太高,放到MSN space里面就不是很清楚了。对于75-300mm的评价是,唯一一次真正得到发挥的机会就是Rag Day。其他的时候的活动基本上都是晚上或者室内,有点大炮打蚊子的感觉。
接着做镜头梦。。。。。。。。
佳能 EF 28-200mm f/3.5-5.6 USM
这个镜头价格才不到4000,价格低的原因大概是长焦时光圈小的缘故吧。选这个镜头的主要原因是我实在是痛恨现在不断换镜头的窘境。每次在大街上换镜头,灰多得不得了,让我心都是痛的,要是进到CMOS感光板上我哭都哭不出来。。。。有这样一个镜头就基本没问题了。可是光圈还是我担心的问题。5.6实在太小了,难道又是逼着我只在户外用? 这样看来其实这个镜头就是我现在两个头的组合体,我的18-55mm kit lens 最大光圈也是3.5,75-300mm的到了200mm估计也差不多是5.6。所以从这点上来考虑,这个镜头只是起到了单单的方便作用。。。。放弃这个吧,等以后有钱了买大光圈的。
下一位。。。。是。。。。小白。。。。不是白珂。。。。
佳能 EF 70-200mm f/2.8L USM
小白阿,小白。。。。。梦想中的小白。。。。第一个头没有IS,但是还是个L lens.光圈诱人,f2.8。这个镜头可以用来看家(学生年代买这个都很不错了)。价格。。。10000。。。。。有超声波马达,实在想不出来这么大的镜头没有USM怎么用。。。 再来一个图。唯一不足的就是没有IS,作为一个望远镜头没有IS怕吃不消。。。但是加一个IS就是15000了,觉得我应该短时间内不会多花5000块买一个IS.
虽然不买,贴个图没有错吧。。。。来吧,小白。。。
佳能 EF 70-200mm f/2.8L IS USM
以上基本上就是最近五年有可能买的镜头了,最后作为结束,贴上一个好镜头,纯属欣赏,本来想贴上那个600mm F/4L IS USM 的猛头的,可是处于实际考虑,还是贴一个变焦头好了。 佳能 EF 28-300mm f/3.5-5.6L IS USM价格20000
сентября 16 New photos终于。。。。终于上传了Rag 和 DnD的后半部分还有中国队对新加坡队的照片。足以见得我有多么懒了.....觉得这些照片里面,Rag day的照片比较好,主要是那天的天气太好了,光线条件足以可以让我用1/1200的快门速度加上ISO100,这样好的天气,我的光圈不够大的问题也弥补了。国足的那场球我就不必作太多的评价了,反正我去也不是看球的。由于坐的地方太远了,又没有去grand stand,很多好角度和机会都错过了。300mm的镜头也显得不够了。。。。拍出的能见人的照片不多,主要还是由于没有钱买F2.8的镜头的原因。。。小光圈加上远距离实在是拍不出什么好东西。。。勉强看看吧 DnD刚刚上传了一些我们今年的DnD的照片,哈哈。。。这都是我们桌的哦,很像street fighters吧 сентября 12 SM2 CampSM2 camp终于结束了。用了终于这个词足以表明我suffer了多少。
正如一个Junior说的,“你怎么又来了?”,自从MOE组织SM2 Camp以来,就从来都没有少了我。3年扮演了三个不同的角色,每次都有不同的体验。
第一年,参加camp,几天下来,累得我都没有力吃饭了,我发出了这样的感慨,“这个camp真是太累了,我们太可怜了,每天起早贪黑。”---最后,我们组得了NUS这边的第一名,好歹心理也平衡了,几天努力没有白费。(在数轴上,我们的区间位于0到正无穷)
第二年,作了befriender, camp几天下来,我又发出了这样的感慨,“现在才知道,那些参加camp的Junior实在是很幸福了,每天至少还可以多睡一下,他们睡了以后我们还要debrief,真是太累了”。----最后,得到了赞扬,大家都很感激我们的额外的付出,心里觉得暖洋洋的。(在数轴上,我们的区间位于正无穷到负无穷)
第三年,作了Logistic Team的成员,而且负责整个fight的游戏。几天下来,我终于发出了这样的感慨,“那些participants和befrienders们真是太幸福了,虽然累,但是,玩了,高兴了,要不就是befrienders成了最受欢迎的人。我们呢?别人睡觉的时候我们还在NTU替他们倒垃圾,他们还没有起来我们就已经出发到NTU去set up了。我们的工作做好了,游戏顺利进行了,也就没有我们的事了。如果游戏出了问题,第一个挨骂的就是我们。”(在数轴上,我们的区间位于0到负无穷)
从取值范围就可以看出来工作的性质。这几天吃了不少苦,挨了不少骂,吃了不少垃圾,走了不少夜路。最可怕的是那天晚上,我和weijie去还推车,两人走在根本没有光的森林里面,就是harry potter里面的森林也没有这么吓人的阿。四周都是野狗的叫声,脚下还都是泥和水。心理能量真的是到了一个很高的程度,已经无法忍受了。还好,回来的时候向乐乐倾诉了一番,人在宣泄的时候,心里能量慢慢降低,直到我又恢复了理智。在我不太正常的时候,我不断地说,"This is the shittiest job I have ever done,shit!!" (Excuse my words)。 慢慢静下来的时候,我问神,“为什么呢?为什么你要我去做这种死人的工作呢?”心慢慢静下来,突然,脑子里出现了shufang牧师下午对我说的一句话,“You want to learn humility? This is humility.”当时我们正在给已经离开NTU的sm2们倒垃圾,捡他们一天剩下来的东西。对阿,什么是humility呢?怎样才叫我们具有一颗谦卑的心呢?一直以来我都以为我已经不再是以前那个什么事都想出风头的我了,我以为我得到了从耶稣那里来得谦卑的心。这次的camp彻底地打破了我对自己的高估。我还是想出风头的,当我做的工作没有人在乎,当我做的一切只有批评没有表扬的时候,当camp好像跟我没有一点关系的时候,当没有一个人认识我的时候,我还能像自己一直口称的那样,“我不在乎其他的东西,我所作的一切都是为了爱,因为神先爱了我们”吗? 我对这句话的理解有多少呢?这句话的分量有多重呢?这次的camp打破了我,在我最大压力的时候,旧的我被撕破了。而十字架又把我塑造成了新的我。是啊,我做的这些算什么呢? сентября 07 Slacker好久没有来看看这个空间了,主要原因估计是变成windows live spaces以后,UI没有以前容易懂了,一点都不user friendly...不过决定以后还时常来写写,免得生活过去了一点影子也没有留下来 。 也许这也是为什么我要去摄影的缘故吧,美好的东西往往在一瞬间,用相机的眼睛记录下来了,它就成了永恒。 前几天去了NOC的second round interview, 受的打击还真是不小。不过还好我坚强,明年再来嘛。一直觉得自己还是很能说的,可是事实证明,能说只是暂时用来唬人的,仔细的分析是用来暂时安慰自己的。说来说去,只要能干就好了。
网上找了找,发现基本上我感兴趣的那些comm的interview都过去了,基本上也就意味着这一年是没有机会参加了。只有等到KR的hall里面的活动了。
июля 05 想 有一阵子没有打开space了,居然还有人留言,真是不错。哈哈....这段时间主要在家休整,长肉。结果不是特别成功,但是多少还是长了一点。
最近都没有和乐乐好好聊聊天,每天只是发发短信而已,好想她噢。。。呵呵,没有关系马上就回新加坡了,还有她也住到KR了哦,这样我们就每天生活在一起了呢。哈哈,真是太幸福了哦。
前几天没有汇报,在我的器材库里又近了一个好爽的镜头,EF 75-300mm III USM的镜头,虽然不是什么几万块的镜头,但是还是不错的啦,一个长焦镜头,带超声波自动马达,主要是上次看了那个郁闷演唱会以后,立志要买一个长焦镜头。妈妈太好了,一口就答应了。以后大部分焦段都覆盖住了,基本上没有什么问题了,下一步等有钱了就去买几个定焦头玩玩,大光圈的,比如f/1.4。但是这些东西太烧钱了,稍不注意就上五位数了。买了长焦头以后去拍了一次日落和荷花,拍荷花的时候光线已经不是很好了,所以效果一般,有机会发上来看看。日落的太阳确实是太好看了,加上有长焦头。准备过几天再去一次荷花节,带三脚架去拍,前一次匆匆忙忙就出门了,这个宝贝都忘了。。。
июня 15 闲终于结束了这一趟旅游哦,3个多星期的时间确实还是蛮累的,最主要的是在大部分时间里我是唯一一个懂华语的人...这几天先在家休息一下,整理一下我的游记,然后在发给各位兄弟姐妹哦...
三台电脑纷纷沦陷....可爱的IBM也中了传说中无药可救的病毒....
мая 13 space 真的是好久没有写space了,刚刚遇到了几年未见的初中同学才知道,原来space还是很重要的。最近总在写一些东西,可是不想放到网上来,觉得放在网上的就像是公告,可是自己心里的想法怎么能放到广播里去放呢?
anyway,还是简单的记录一下最近的生活吧。终于回答了家中大大的床上,感觉很好。这次回来觉得自己真的是长大了不少。
基本上没有见到什么以前的同学朋友,除了昨天专程去黄石陪明天去澳洲的曾芳吃了晚饭。怎么就没有什么同学找我呢? 真是奇怪,每次从学校毕业以后就没有什么朋友了。。。我怎么做人的? 有人要理理我吗??? 哈哈
这次回来的主要任务是陪家人,好久没有静下来留在家里陪家人了。大家都很想我呢,出去了才感到,家里这么温暖。
读了几段时间Jack welch 的winning。。真是一本好书。。。有机会大家也要看看哦。
继续在学摄影,感觉还是不错呢(有一台好相机不爽也不行啊)。。。可是现在在学相机构造一类的基础知识,这些也很重要哦。。。总是还是很菜鸟就对了
、 马上就要出去玩了哦,在等乐乐从遥远的大东北过来,还有Callum & Feli 从同样远的赤道过来。这次可是围着中国一圈哦。。。期待中。。。
апреля 23 350D终于买到了宝贝Canon 350D了,哈哈,Praise the Lord!!!!
800万像素, EFS-18-55mm 的镜头,1G的卡........加上乐乐的那架 Nikon F65D,还真的是很爽。。。。
有时真的不知道该说什么好,真的很感谢妈妈。当然也要感谢小乐乐和乐乐的妈妈。。。。
玩弄了半天,镜头就是好,虽然光圈不够大,但是还是可以拍出些景深短的片片哦。。赶快放几张上来!! 哈哈
февраля 20 Tabernacle Finally, I went into Tbernacle on Saturday night... I was a great experience. Tabernacle was the place where I truely understand how much Jesus had paid for us.
At Brazen Altar and The Laver, I suddenly understand how worthy Jesus blood is. He was our sacrifice to God, once and for all. He was the lamb of God. I have known all these for some time, but Tabernacle was the place where God reveal it to me...When I saw the altar and imagine how Israelites burnt their sacrifice to God, imagine, Jesus was burnt in this altar for us....
Every time we talk about grace, mercy.... But I don't dare to talk it now...When I know how expensive our grace and mercy is...Everything God blessed us is because of Jesus blood...
At the Laver, God spoke to me. When I was praying, suddenly a sentence prompted my heart,"You are forgiven,son." I could not control myself anylonger, I started to cry..." I am forgiven, but you are forsaken. I am accepted, but you are condemned...." Lord, thanking you for dying for me....
At the table of showbread, I partaked the bread with great sorrow... Matthew 26 came to my mind." While they were eating, Jesus took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to his disciples,saying.'take and eat;this is my broken body.' " How wonderful he is!!!! It was the first time I partake it by truely understand this is Jesus's body...
At the Lampstand, God revealed me something geat... and I felt very privilliged, coz I know it's not the thing that everyone knows...and also, God has His reason for letting me know that. I was directed by God to a not normal position to see the Lampstand... I bowed down right at side of the Lampstand. Then when I was praying, I asked myself," Why? Why God asked Moses to make the Lampstand in this shape? Why it is not the round shape and main vine in center to show we all need to be centered to God?"
After I prayed, I lifted up my head and found out the reason... To see from the front side, the Lampstand was like a vine and branches type. However, from the angle I saw it. The Lampstand became one body. I could only see one candle and one branch and one stand, and also the light of the candle became most bright in this position... God is telling us the unity among us...we need to stand firm in one body of Christ and that's when we can be the light of the world...In addition, when I see in this position, The main vine was right at the center of the whole body, although I could not see it the vine, but it's among us.... Emmanuel!!!!
Finally, I went into Holy of Holies... That's where I made my covenent with God...
Emmaunel
февраля 13 Miry clayLord, I just want to thank you so much for your grace. Turely Lord, I am worthless in your glory. but your grace has found me and took me out from the miry clay. I will puruit you for the rest of my life, o,Lord. Open the doors for me in the holy name of Jesus.
When the worship started today, I just felt the holy spirit was around me...It's the first time I felt it during worship time... I confessed to God all my sins in lust... I cried out the name of Jesus,asked Him for help... Coz I already saw how broken I was by that time...The Holy Spirit came and told me the word " Miry Clay"... I suddenly could not hear anything in church... Although they were singing, but I could not hear... All the voices went into my mind as tongues... God gave me a vision then, I saw I fell down even bellow the bottom line... I was stucked in the miry clay... But I suddenly saw a strong hand... I could only saw the arm, but I knew that's Jesus's hand...He was so powerful that he took me out of the miry clay and cleanse me... The more spiritual thing was, when I gained concious again, I heard the song they were singing. It was a new song that I had never heard before, I cannot repeat the first sentence I saw on the screen, but the last two words were exactly miry clay...
Thank you Lord. Thank you for saving me from the sinful life. Father, I am worthless, but you still call me you Holy people. I don't even deserve to be your servant, but you gave me the sonship...Lord... thank you...
Your love has found me just as I am. Empty handed but alive in your hand...
Lord, thank you for reminding me that, as a Christian, I don't need to sin. Coz I have the power to reject them in the name of Jesus. But I always choose to sin, and even entertain with it... Lord, now I know, by the power of Jesus's resurrection, I truely be set free.
Thank you, o, Lord...
Lord, as I am going to enter your tabernacle, I pray indeed, you can purify me and prepare me for encountering you and your mighty power...
hallelujah!!!
января 25 Tuesday哎,居然miss掉了今天早上的Lab, sad。 哈哈 今天拿到了电脑,还不错。
马上就要过年了,可是根本还没有想过要怎么过呢。 估计又是一个寂寞的春节。不过没有关系,寂寞的生活也有它的乐趣。
Callum去了KL,寝室也顿时清静了许多。他还真是想得开,现在才拜二他就走了。。。
小乐乐现在在学车,不管每次要熄多少次火,反正是可以上路了。哈哈,加油哦。不要把别人车撞坏了哦。
每天的生活就像打仗,有时真的很累。可是神告诉我,Your ministry is here, increase in number, I will prosper you. 每当这时,我就会找回自己的力量。 不知道自己可以走到多远,但是,神的力量籍着耶稣的受难让我所获得的是我用所有做的一切都换不回来的。
In the Holy name of Jesus, I have been saveed from the darkness.... Thank you Lord января 22 back前年没有写space了。也不知道最近是太忙还是太懒。其实想想,时常写写也并不要很多时间,估计是自己懒了。
最近的生活也确实是很忙,每天都是一个又一个的活动。IHG终于渐渐要完了,可是忙碌的生活还是没有过去。一周估计将有四次CG。有的时候真的在想要不要留下来呢?还是应该搬出去住?自己的学习都没有学好,参加这么多的活动又有什么用呢? 但是我突然明白了,If God wants to put me in this ministry, I should nver be hesitate, go for it, our God is a God of provide.
并不是我想留下来住,在假期的时候我挣扎过,甚至想搬出去住。祷告了一段时间,神终于用他特有的方式向我显示了他的愿望。 随着新学期的到来,hall里所有的东西都变了,上学期所有的祷告神都做了完美的回答。Praise the Lord.
декабря 12 AnnTic 终于结束了一个礼拜的马来西亚之行。虽然是带着一包脏衣服和疲惫的身体回来,但是心里真的是充满了喜悦。接下来的这段时间要好好总结一下这次的camp.
In case you can't read Chinese, I decide to use English.... A bit weired.... But NVM.....
very sorry tt I knew we should brought encouragement card last minute,so got no time to prepare.... so I want to use this chance to express my appreciation...
Yu Shan: Decide to start with Yushan, coz she was our grp leader. ha ha, I was really surprised when she told me she was 19...She looked quite mature.... I can nv understand S'porean. NVM... The first time I saw her, I found she was not happy and seldom speak.... But thank God, I really saw her smiling when we came to the end of the camp. By the way, she is an arts student, major in Econs... thr r a lot of arts pple in our grp. I really like arts ppl.
Joshua: The only Science major in our grp. Joshua is our Bibile Study Leader. A very quiet guy, but oso very nice to us. He is really humble. I was really surprise when I found out he is KE VII's JCRC president. Oso he can play five musical instruments..You really rock, Josh...I thank God for this man. he was the messenger that God sent to me in this camp, during Apologetic workshop. Thank God that he eventually chose to reveal to me some of the doubts tt I have had for a long time... oso later he shared with me the sinful nature in our flesh. I found he is very mature in spirit... Praise God.... I will go KE to find you man, haha....
Kevin: I didn't notice kevin is the dinosaur in our grp, I thought he is like year one or year two... Ha ha, by the way, he looks like 蜡笔小新. He was majored in political science, and now work in Ministry of home affair...Ha ha... he is really funny. In our grp sharing time, whenever he wants to give us an example, he could always act out the dialogue that ppl may hv. Oso he can move only one eyebrow when he is speaking. Really thank u Kevin, for the encouragement card you gave me. Maybe I didn't tell you, my pastor shared with us a very similar vision last wk during sermon.
Shawna: VCF exco. A pretty pretty gal.She is really nice to us. As an Exco member, she directed us to many different approaches tt we need to consider abt during sharing and discussing. She is a blessing for us... She cares a lot abt PRC students. she is oso in SM3 camp... I remember thr was one time aft dinner, I went back to meeting room to read Bible, she saw me, and came to talk to me. She told me tt she still mmet up with friends tt made in last yr's sm3 camp. that's coooool. It needs love for the ppl to be so persevered and really take care of them...She is going to graduate this yr. Ha ha, I hope you can be a gd gd teacher...
Clement: Ha ha...He is really a dramatic person. Major in Sociology... You really can see he is from soci when you see him.... He is a typical arts student whose vocab can nv be understood.... For most of the time I don't know what he was talking abt... But can see from Pam's face, they really enjoy talking abt stuff tt we can nv understand...I found Clement is a quite emotional person. Sometimes very happy, then can suddenly change... haha. I think he is facing a lot of tough things. Step into too many ministries? Bro, whenever you cannot take it, remember to ask God to take over your burdens. May God with you always...
Pamela: Ha ha, Sister Elephant... you are really cute when you showed me the book with your name on it... "Naming the elephant"... I don't know why when I heard your name, I always tend to link it with elephant. Trust me, it's not because of how you look, but only because of your name... I like your hair, haha.... My girl friend always dream to perm her hair like tt... I enjoyed the time when we played tt stupid stupid game on the bus.
Jocelyn: I still like to call her Jocelyn Grace. By the way, forgot to tell you.I found your " Grace" in apologetics workshop the other day... haha... It's a bit sad tt you left camp a bit earlier...hope you enjoy your friend's wedding. I really enjoyed the time when we played and shared together. I can see the joy and grace that you have. You are really a blessing for our grp. Your innocent character make me feel, when I hv a child, she should be like you... haha... you are really good at Bible Knowlege. I could see when the other day we were playing the game on Bible knowledge... You were just so excited. Although I could not help you, but I share with you the joy that we had... Thank God for who you are. May you be a blessing to all the ppl around.
Daryl: This guy is really really cooooool... I like your magic bro.... The only Engin friend in my grp, it's a bit sad that he left quite early...I think it would be more fun he stayed with us. Bro, I just pray that you can have a good walk with God, although you may facing some difficulties...But, Jehovah always remembers you...
Mingjie: This is one of the closet friends in my group... I really appreciate the fellowship we had. Even since first day we went to Malaysia.... We were hanging around in Giant...thank God for bringing such a faithful person to me. You really told me a lot about the foundation of faith... When I am going to step into ministry, I just want to thank you for the experiences that you shared with me as a CGL. You really blessed me a lot and made me feel confident and comfortable. As you said, we will surely meet when school returns... Ha ha find you in funky arts canteen...
Lukeeeeee: Ha ha. Bro, I thank God so so so much for bringing you into my life. As I had shared, you are really like my brother. It's quite interesting that all my best friends are from law fac...you and Ee yang.... The more intersting thing is you are actually the one who brought yang yang to church. I can see that you really care about ppl around you. I just want to thank you for being so nice to me. ya, it's because of your brotherly love that I opened myself to share with you all my visions and the most personal things...I just pray that we can grow in our fellowship and keep in touch....Although you are going to be a lawyer soon...
![]() P.s: Haggai.... We are truely a funky grp. Ha ha.... Ever since sister Elephant said the word funky, that word become most frequently used wrod....All brothers and sisters in the Lord, I thank my God and thank you all very much. This time has been the happiest period of time in my life in Singapore... Looking forward to see you all in sunset prayer and Fellowship teaching in next sem.... Still remember sister Pam said we should go Yuki Yaki for grp outing???? Hope we can make it soooon!!!
октября 31 SpW 昨晚一仗打到两点半,但是正义总是会战胜邪恶的。哈哈哈...虽然睡得还是有些不安稳,但是终究是过来了。早上醒来的时候已是中午了。。。其实我很喜欢这种下午1点到晚上1点的作息时间。比较有效率。
中午吃饭遇到了大伯,哈哈,他还是那样,朋友不需每天在一起,但感情却还是一样好。还偶遇到了思宇,虽然一句话还没有说完就走了,但是却发现原来他长胖了。健豪丢下了我,一个人回去马来西亚,今天中午才回来,真是讲义气啊! 好不容易在最后一刻做完了EG和PC的online assgn。虽然是在不断地错,但是总算是做完了,圣灵啊圣灵,我怎么就总是这么粗心呢?看来以后是不能设计桥梁了,要不然对不起大家。
明天是deepavali,可是生活还是一样,除了图书馆没有空调,canteen没有饭吃.....
昨晚的事我觉得上帝是有他的安排的,在spiritual warfare中,我第一次看到了我们这个CG这样地团结,也许是有在困难面前才能构想是出来这种凝聚力吧。当大家坐在一起,手牵着手宣战的时候,我感到了一种力量,自己一直都在抖动,但是感到了大家的爱,感到了主的爱就在我们中间。第一次我听到Janelle进行的spiritual warfare,以前我一直都在想她怎么这样懒散,但是昨天我感到了她的灵。。。Mala也是,当她告诉我们她当时决定退出的时候,她说 "I don't want to compromise my faith", 这位瘦弱的印尼女孩让我真的很感动。我和Jamie为她祷告,愿主的恩膏可以降到她的身上。
感谢所有的兄弟姐妹,是因为大家在一起的力量,我们才能取得最后的胜利!就像nick & Janelle说的,we united as one body.... октября 30 人道主义援助 这个标题的题目不知道是不是写得大了一点。。。马上又会有几批兄弟姐妹们去中国帮助那些需要帮助的人了。很高兴的是阿威和子如(从来都没有见过她的名字的中文写法)也在里面。在为别人服务的时候,总是会让我们找到一些生活的意义。也许是因为在这个时候才是我们为数不多得不以自我为中心的时候吧。
我也很想去这些mission trip.并不是因为可以去很多地方,只是想用自己的生命去真正地爱别人,去做一些什么。 明年准备去甘肃,那个很艰难的地方。。。 октября 29 celebration 终于考完了statics,虽然只是一个小小的quiz,可是还是用了我好几个通宵。 哈哈,这几天有朋友问我为什么Blog里面的东西都没有了。 我告诉他们,我走错了方向。 哈哈,庆幸的是现在又回来了。哈里路亚。这几天突然找到了生命中重要的东西,生活也开始改变了。前段时间一直在各种理论中困惑着,现在才明白,这些所谓的理论基本上都是人用来安慰自己的东西。每个人都有自己不同的看法,每个人都试图去猜测神在想什么。可是这是重要的吗? 为什么我们要去强自己所难去了解神的逻辑呢? 除了我们被主耶稣在十字架上的救赎,还有更重要的吗?我们从永死获得了永生,除了这还有更让我们高兴的吗?被判死刑的罪犯被赦免了,这比中多少彩票都要高兴啊。
现在不再会有什么可以夺走我的喜悦,觉得每一天都是幸福的,即使遇到了再大的困难也没有什么可以阻挡我的 The LORD is my light, what should I afraid?
渐渐理解了,我的身体就是福音,我的生活就是在传福音,如果我自己说着一套,而演这另外一套,我怎么可以让别人相信神是有多么伟大的呢? 如果我的生活一样堕落,我怎么可以说自己是神的儿子呢?去爱别人,去关心别人。 Be A Blessing For Others.... LORD, u r the holy one, U rock! |
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